Tag: literature

Trash came on Thursdays

Trash came on Thursdays

I knew this

I planned for this

When I picked up my life

Snuck outside

And tossed it out

Waiting for someone to come and stop me

But trash came on Thursdays

It was a routine

That I knew

And planned for

It was a routine

That my family knew too

So of course

No one came to stop me

From ruining my own life

I See You

Days seem endless

Nights never long enough

Mistakes climb higher

And topple me to the ground

Why did I do this?

Regret was never so instant

Blink, blink, blink and I’ll miss it

It will be gone

But no, no

Its still here

Blink, blink, blink and I’ll wake up

And return to reality

But no, no

I cannot hide from this

You see me

You see me

And I,

I see you

Yelling

No no no no

“No noNo!”

Louder

Meaner

“Please, I don’t like it when you yell”

Sorry sorry

“Sorry I’ll-“

Do better

“I’ll-“

Be better

“I’ll-“

Movement

Sound

Shirt on my skin

Nono no

No nonono

“NononONO!”

Too much

It’s too much

No

Stop it

Please

I don’t like it when I yell

Explosive Apologies

I’m sorry

“Okay” they say

I breathe in

I breathe out

Lights flicker on, off

In my side view

A fan hums, constant

Noise in my ears

Something flys by, lands

On my skin

They breathe in

They breathe out

In

on

hums

Out off

Fly hums

In out on off hums itsonme

In

OutoutoffinhumonoffhummoutoutinonononononN ON ON

I explode

Eternal Bliss

Eternal bliss awaits

Those who let fate run its course

Is eternal bliss for me?

All I want is the nothingness after death

How unfortunate is it, then

That fate has wrapped itself around me

So that after death

All I get

Is eternal bliss