Tag: life

Night Air

The oceans are spilling

Dripping over the edge

Despite this, from my bed

I can see the gentle curve

Of that distant horizon

The sun is right there

Takes up the sky

Reminds me of day dreams

I’m still dreaming

That fill the night air

Little Things

The little things

They add up right?

But what about the tiny things

The microscopic?

If you can’t even see

My bones in a microscope

Not a single fleck of white

Does that mean all those little things

That took up so much time

That made me

And unmade me

Does that mean they didn’t add up?

Just One Night

Maybe it’s because I wasn’t the first

Maybe it’s because I wasn’t committed enough

Maybe it’s because in the grand scheme of things it didn’t seem so serious

Just one night

Doesn’t seem so bad

Just one night

Doesn’t change someone’s life

If there was a permanent reminded

Some open wounds, some scars, some physical after effects

It wouldn’t be treated as normal

But no

We went home

And life went on as always

The only difference being

That I slept

And I slept

And I slept

Trash came on Thursdays

Trash came on Thursdays

I knew this

I planned for this

When I picked up my life

Snuck outside

And tossed it out

Waiting for someone to come and stop me

But trash came on Thursdays

It was a routine

That I knew

And planned for

It was a routine

That my family knew too

So of course

No one came to stop me

From ruining my own life

I See You

Days seem endless

Nights never long enough

Mistakes climb higher

And topple me to the ground

Why did I do this?

Regret was never so instant

Blink, blink, blink and I’ll miss it

It will be gone

But no, no

Its still here

Blink, blink, blink and I’ll wake up

And return to reality

But no, no

I cannot hide from this

You see me

You see me

And I,

I see you

Eternal Bliss

Eternal bliss awaits

Those who let fate run its course

Is eternal bliss for me?

All I want is the nothingness after death

How unfortunate is it, then

That fate has wrapped itself around me

So that after death

All I get

Is eternal bliss